My journey with the Lord hasn’t been an easy one. But as I learned in church today, nothing matters except what is happening right here and right now. Our past does not define us. Our past is simply, the past. We must let go of those things that bind us. For me, it has been hard to let go of certain things. I struggle with my health and I do hold a lot of that inside. I tend to become a recluse when I get ill and do not ask for anyone’s help nor guidance because I am prideful. I know that is not the way of God. I DO know better. So from here on out, on this day, I stand before the Lord and repent.